I posted a little while ago about my DP and his utter obsession with his business at the cost of all other things.
I've decided I can't go on, it's a life style, and I don't want it to be mine.
I've decided I'm going to do it tomorrow to pschye myself up a bit and I'm shitting myself. I know it's for the best as I am so resentful of it all and I don't see a future in it at all (marriage/kids etc) and I'm getting no younger but I've not done this for such a long time.
Sorry for the ramble I need a 