contempt

[Thefullmoon]

H used to have addiction (not drink) issues but is ok now I think. Went out with friends and came home drunk. Immediately he began calling me an idiot and the ran off into the night. I was distressed and called him. He dripped contempt and kept repeating You are weak you are weak in a cold calculated manner.
If I had some where to go I would. He has overreacted massively and today I have to shut up about it. The man was deranged and he thinks I cant remember.
Cannot get drunk again.

I agree it's not a good idea to get drunk again if you stay with him. But equally remember, there is also the option of leaving... do you think it's possible he's more angry about you going out than getting drunk? Because if so that's a huge red flag...

That's ridiculous, you can drink. He does NOT control you. Everyone should be 'allowed' to go out for a few drinks every now and then. He's an arsehole, I'm assuming there are other issues here.