It all fell apart spectacularly last night, I ended up yelling at him that I didn't want to be married to him anymore, which I don't.. we were arguing until 5.30am this morning.
There's kind of an eerie calm in the house today, I feel faintly nauseous, i'm anxious about the future.
I'll be moving me and the kids out to my moms, he's emotionally abusive and has no-where else to go, so it makes sense for us to be the ones to move out.
No idea what to do from there.