Thanks to MN relationship board. I am leaving a very unhappy relationship. We have 2 young DCs I've managed to secure a short term rental contract on a flat. I'm nearly there.
There was no abuse. Although he can be nasty. There was no affection and intimacy for a long time.
It took me ages to admit to myself and then to others.
I'm not moved in yet but I'm nearly there.
I feel relief. And I thank you all as I've read threads and the pinned post and you've made me realise that it's important to be happy 😊