was going to NC for this but don't know how. This has played on my mind a lot recently so please bare with me.
A few years ago my ex tried having sex with me while I was crying, wrapped in a towel and sort of on my knees leaning forward. I said no but he did anyway. As ridiculous as it sounds, I never considered it rape at the time.
Anyway, recently found a phone with an old recording on where I had tried to get a 'confession'. It started with him telling me he's told his sister 'what I'm like'. I said 'did you tell her you raped me though?' And he says 'no'. He then keeps saying that he 'can't remember' when I ask what happened if my version is untrue, and he 'can't remember' apologising after. I know it isn't him admitting it and won't be any use in court but is it any use at all if I do go the police?