ive been with my dp for 4 years and in that time he has cheated on me twice. the last time was a few weeks ago and i was feeling really hurt. i arranged to meet my ex and then didnt cos that wouldnt have been fair to do something just to get revenge. my ex sent me an email a few days ago to see how i was feeling and to ask if i was ok and wanted to meet for a coffee (we are good friends now) so i did and we chatted for a couple of hours. when i was leaving i gave him a hug and then i ended up kissing him (thats as far as it went) now i cant stop thinking about him.
my sex life with dp has been non existant for a while and now its great cos im thinking about my ex.
i really dont know what to do im so confused