I DID IT!!!!!!!!!!!!! :) :) :)
Kind of solo.... a friend stepped in at last min to help with the HP day.
I couldn't have done that bit without them as dd was off like a rocket in the v busy HP place and I needed someone to keep track of her.
But, the other 2 days I managed. Had some company on one of them but managed to take kids out in evening solo when I was trying not to cry with pain.
Kids voted how 'Proud; they were of me 
good thing I know about overcoming pain barriers, my Op has just been rescheduled, due to lack of beds, for up to 12 weeks.... 