Myself and my husband separated about a year ago for what was meant to be a temporary period. He then told me he was with someone else, he came back to me for about a month in June but then left again and now lives with the other woman. We have 2 young children and see each other most days due to childcare. I've made no secret f the fact I'm completely devastated he is gone, it came completely out of the blue and I thought we had the perfect relationship. I have really been struggling recently, I think possibly just because of the time of the year and seeing other families getting ready for Christmas together, even though I have my children and lots of friends and family, I feel really lonely. The other day, he texted me and told me he missed talking to me, he always wants to know what I've been doing he sends mixed signals constantly but at the end of the day is still with her and showing no signs that that is likely to end anytime and it makes me so sad.
Sorry for the rant, just needed to get it all out!