This morning I am to be interviewed by the police about historical sadistic sexual/physical abuse by my father. I've no idea what to expect. No idea how well trained these police will be. I was interviewed at great length by the police as a teenager. This included medical & psychiatric examination. At the end of which they believed me and brought my father in for questioning. He admitted some things but not others. The police then came back to me and said 'He promises no to do it again' and with that they handed me back! I ran away. I've never seen him since. It's now decades later and I've had a breakdown. Help me be strong.