Anyone else feels broken and empty? Is there any hope?

[fedupwitheverythingx]

I feel broken and empty all the time, I've been feeling like this for many years. Over the years I've learned how to hide my feelings and pretend everything is fine, but truth is, inside I am hurting so much. The man I love (been on and off for many years), destroyed me and no matter if I'm single or if I am with him, I just feel broken and empty, I'm no longer myself... nothing or no one can fix it!
Just wondering if anyone out there feels like this?

Learn how to float your own boat
Build your self esteem
Don't be dependent on another for your happiness.
Move forward
Stop ruminating

Have you tried counselling? I have felt like you for a long time I could have everything If wanted/could have it; but it would never fulfill me or satisfy me in the end. Counselling has really helped some of these feelings.