Cocaine Again

[sistabreeze]

After arguement H went out and took loads of coke last night.
I feel really really angry and sick with nerves.
Some of you may remember my thread a few months ago about his habit.
well we got back together, he has been having councelling, cognative therapy to try to sort his head out... seemed to be going well then this.

dont know what to do. i said i'd leave if he did it again, but now feel really scared to follow through...

IF the person involved is on the club scene he might find it handy to look out for the drug-free-type clubbing organisations (which aren't necessarily full of religious crap but are people who have had drug problems, dealt with them and realised that they can still enjoy the music, etc, without the drugs). Lots of clubby peole are quite sort of vegan/' my-body-is-a-temple' types who still go out and have fun. If your chap enjoys music an dj-ing, then try not to take that away as well as the drugs because a future that seems like one long trip to Homebase/dinner party full of talking about one's feelings would make ME (total no drug user) reach for the crack pipe.