Diagnosed life threatening disease, broke No Contact but he's not answering his phone

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3 days ago he was begging me not to go NC. I pushed him to block me then he did. I was in too much pain and anger back then.

Now he's not answering my calls I've been ringing him for the past hour for literally 100 times and emailing him too. I am in such a life crisis how can he just ignore me? Is this the man who was crazily in love with me?

I am in so much pain i can just die. Literally just want to die

It sounds like you need some help, have you seen your GP?

Gosh you poor thing.

I think you need to stop trying to contact him. For whatever reason he's not available to you.

Have you family, friends you can ring for RL support right now?

What is the diagnosis and in what way can he help you? Why did you push him to block you?

Why is it that he won't even answer you when this is going on in your life?