How seriously would you take this?
Been with my DP for about a year and a half and, I know he's a real blokey bloke, but has always made me feel special, like the woman he loves and has never cheated (that I know of of course)
I don't know if I'm being overly sensitive about this, but we were looking through old holiday photos on his laptop and there was an image in his collection of a girl, with very large boobs, wearing a little top which didn't cover much of them.
He likes boobs
The image didn't look like a real image of a girl in real life, more like a professionally taken model type one, at worst a slightly slutty dating profile image (but not saying it was)
It's really upset me. I'm not a pre-madonna, and I'm sure a lot of guys 'look' - but it made me feel a horrible feeling in the pit of my stomach
I think it upset me more because I had wanted to be close (intimate) over the weekend and after a massage, he just fell asleep and I was left feeling a bit neglected and unwanted - then I saw this. Double whammy and now I feel rather low
Am I being silly?