OK so here goes..I am very new to this. I have been in a relationship for 7 years and have two kids together...last year he was texting another girl but we did get over that...then I suffered a miscarriage and he didn't even give me a cuddle. It was horrific. And then I knew that there was nothing there anymore. He works away and is currwntly at work. I really need to go. What's the first thing I need to do? I gave up work to have my Youngest...I will be going back when he starts preschool. Thank u