Basically, separated from bf after 5 years together. Things weren't going well and I convinced myself he was off me. 8 months later and after a few fallouts etc, he seems to be getting back to his old self again (the good one).
He makes it very obvious that he still cares for me but I have been very stand-offish with him, although inside I still love him very deeply.
I am in a muddle - I would love to have him hold me again 
Please help