I know it's bad form to write a happy post on Relationships but I am bursting with happiness and want to tell everyone 
It's my 40th birthday today, we are away on holiday with our DS, I have a 12 week scan when I get home for DC2 and my (now fiancé
) did a brilliant proposal via morse code. It was so funny with me trying to decipher the morse code on the lodge blackboard and screwing it up as it was so tiny. Eventually I figured it out and burst into tears.
I have a beautiful handmade eternity ring and can pick my engagement ring. After so much heart ache the last year I am delirious 
