Don't know why I'm posting on here really,maybe hoping someone can tell me,"you do move on" maybe.
Long story short,met the first man I've ever loved 6 years ago,the relationship didn't last long(he left me to go back to his ex) he has popped into my life intermittently over the years and I still get the fluttery stomach,heart pumping,can hardly breath sensation every single time,I've had relationships since,even have a 2 year with my present on/off partner and I still can't get over him,saw him today with the ex(smack behind me in a queue) and I'm ready to bawl my eyes out,I miss having in my life so much,I'm pathetic