without a cross word it's really a lost cause isn't it?
Been together many years, can't remember the last time we/him/I were happy.
We're just going round and round in circles, the same arguments over and over again. It's just pointless, we're never going to agree on anything.
Neither of us have anywhere else to go, absolutely no money or savings for either of us to get our own place.
If this is our one chance of happiness, I guess we both blew it.
It makes me sad. Every day I want it to be a good day and it never turns out that way.
I'm not asking for advice, just wanted to 'say' it out loud and I can't in real life.