I found myself at a very low ebb over the last few weeks, and late last week put it down in text here on my "Sexless marriage" thread. The thread was ultimately deleted for breaking posting rules, as my poorly chosen username coincided (unopened to me at the time) with others out in cyberspace, causing MN to think I wasn't genuine. I have explained via email to MNHQ, and been reinstated (with advice to change the dodgy name!).
Whilst I'm a little disappointed the thread's gone (reading and rereading some of the posts was helpful to me), I'm not looking to resurrect it.
Rather I'd like to assure those on here who took the time to respond that I was, and am, genuine, as even in the relatively anonymous world of the Internet, how we present ourselves, and how we are thought of, is important to me.
So thank you to those that took time to post - you have helped me, with perspective, ideas, and just being an "out" for my feelings.
K.