Violence

[Cakeeater24]

I have NC'd for this as I am disgusted with myself.

My husband and I row constantly. He does nothing around the house, literally NOTHING. He will take his clothes off in the lounge and leave them there for days. He leaves nappies all over the floor. He has washed up maybe 5 times, after extreme nagging, since we have moved into out new house 6 months ago.

He is often rude and verbally abusive - calling me moron, cunt eat for the smallest of things.

This morning I asked him to wash up.
I went out.
Came back an hour later and he hadn't done it. He about to go out. I told him to do it before he went. He stood in the kitchen swearing, calling me a controlling cunt etc etc.

In the end I snapped. I kicked him and scratched him.
I am disgusted with myself.

He followed me into the other room, put him hands round my throat and told me that if I ever did it again he would slip my throat.

I am not this person. I do not want to bring my children up like this. Things used to be so good but we can't carry on like this can we?

I'm absolutely devastated and just don't know what to do.

[CogitoErgoSometimes]

Did you inform the police OP?