I am so angry at my husband I want him out off my life!
I have been married for 14 years I have 2 kids, I am 36 and take care of myself, however today was the final straw.
My computer broke a few days ago so I asked my husband if I could use his iPad to look for a new job. I have never used his iPad before never needed too. Anyway soon has I asked he started acting funny telling me only to go on one site because he didn't want his settings messed up.
I joked saying god anyone would think you had something to hide, anyway he went straight on the defence saying he had nothing to hide.
Anyway he typed in universal job site into the ipad so I only has to type in my pass word, however my pass word would not log on so I tapped the search engine only to get a list of the sites he had previously visited which where called little April takes cock.
I was horrified because this girl looked about 13 or 14 dressed like a child, now I am not a prude I know men look at porn but I do have a problem when it comes to porn that uses people that look under age.
It's not the first time this has happened I found a memory key with the same kind of porn on it a few years ago, he swore on our kids lives that he did not put it on the key and that the young lad at work give him the key for his computer and had told him it was blank!
I stupidly believed him, the thing is I was sexually abused has a teenager for many years by a member of my own family and he knows this, it turns my stomach to thing he has been getting off to these web sites that although they say the women are 18 they are making them look younger and use women who look like young teenagers.
I have told him it is over and want nothing to do with him, he says I am over reacting and that all men look at teenage girls and that the site says they are 18 so what's the problem.
This is a problem for me, I feel I am right to feel disgusted at this.
He is now trying to make me feel quilty about ending the marriage because the children will be upset.