i am so fecking sick of being treated like a fecking doormat. Since xmas 6 different people have made arrangements to meet or come round and just not bothered showing up, calling or even apologising when i see them in the bloody street a couple of days later. Now, in the last two days both my sister, and now my mum, who listened to me rant about my sister last night have done the same thing. fine if i am not worth even a bloody call to these people and they have little respect or care for me and my time why cant they just not agree or suggest a meet. why be so fucking rude - do people have any idea of how hurtful it is and how stupid i have started to feel that i even bother to invite people round any more.
sorry for rant. just not pleased.