Ah, so here is the anger part of being left....

[Scorps]

It's taken a year, but here I am.

Story in a nutshell: husband left me at 37 weeks with dc4 after affairs, lies, etc etc. Have coped fine since, yes lots of downs but my life is back on track.

This anger is all consuming. I have been utterly vile towards him, have made him cry, all sorts. Today it has been fuelled by the last OW DP messaging me, saying that he has contacted her since (whilst we were in Relate!) saying he's single now, meet me, blah blah. He denies this.

I am not an angry person, so this level of anger and hatred is all consuming. He is disgusting and vile. I can't keep being this way with him; it's no good for any of us. I'm at a loss as how to move past the anger. He pulls his weight with dc; money; everything.

~You never know - you might end up hearting this bloke. But at the moment I bet your whole mind and body is so against going anywhere near another man after that pile of crap. You need good time to recover and remember what you are about. You deserve a LOT of happiness!

Yes, i think its just about removing him entirely from my head, i think that will get past the anger.

Had my first driving lesson today. I kicked driving's ass

hi scorps

onward...and upward !

Brilliant!!

Is it the first time you've ever had a lesson?

When's the next one??

Passing my driving test felt like the best thing I'd ever done. I remember thinking finally, an exam that actually makes a blind bit of difference to my life! Good luck, hope it doesn't take four years like me too long!

(DH passed after 9 lessons )

Yes, was first time i have properly driven tbh. I only stalled once, got up to third and next week I'm going on the road, he says i was good :) yay

Yay - :)

You'll be on a racing track in no time!!