Nc for this. I cannot believe I am writing this.
I seem to fall pregnant despite cycle tracking, contraception and withdrawal. I am utterly miserable. I had a termination 20 years ago and a tfmr nearly 2 years ago. I also have living dc. The ridiculous thing is we had fertility treatment (3 rounds, all failed) before having dc. I am pretty sure I am pregnant, although as above, not sure how.
I am completely alone. I cannot tell anyone. Close friends knew about the tfmr and were supportive. None of my family knew, in fact we were on holiday 2 later after the tfmr and I had to put on a brave face. DH and I nearly split up over it, he behaved so appallingly.
I need a handhold please whilst I navigate this. I will get a test later and do it in the shop toilets. I am bf so cannot pinpoint exactly how many weeks I am, as my cycles as erratic. I don’t have the space or support to go to a clinic but might be able to get an urgent private scan this weekend if its positive to date it and then hopefully deal with the situation. I am so sad to be in this position, please don’t judge.