Maybe this needs a trigger warning, I don't know.
I have been monumentally stupid - I am aware of this and don't need to be told.
So last week I really stupidly had unprotected sex with a friend. We aren't seeing each other and don't want to be. Thursday I thought my period was starting, bit early but I'm peri-menopausal so not unexpected. Bit of blood, then nothing. I've been pregnant 4 times (2 children, 2 miscarriages) and I have had implantation bleeding in 4 out of 4 of them and they were exactly like what I've just had. It's obviously too early for a pregnancy test but I suspect the worse based off previous pregnancies. I do not want another child.
So, how easy is it in England to access an abortion at 4-5 weeks? How much does it cost (I assume I'll have to go privately?) and what's it like?
Thank you.
I might be coming across a bit cold, but I'm just really spiralling right now. I can't believe what an idiot I've been.