Hi.
I had a baby in April 2022. He had a congenital defect and only survived 2 days after full term. I had surgery whilst pregnant to help him survive but it didn't work. Fast forward 5 months later - I got pregnant again with his little sister, a rainbow baby if you will.. she was born in June 2023 and is now a healthy 6 month old baby.
I had the contraceptive implant put in the 18th october 2023. The side effects were too much and I ended up taking it out on the 7th November 2023 (I realise I should've given it more of a chance but I have suffered anxiety since my baby passed away and it heightened this)
I have just found I am pregnant. I've taken 3 tests and they're all very dark lines as if I'm very far along. I have requested a call back from the abortion clinic but I don't know how this has happened. I've used protection before and after the implant.
I have to get an abortion as I feel my body couldn't take a pregnancy for the third year running. I don't think I could have another baby financially. And finally my mental health deteriorated after having my second, so I can only imagine it will worsen after a third pregnancy.
My partner and I are set on the abortion but it doesn't make it easier.
Does anyone have any experiences of abortion and how it works? I really hope I am under 10 weeks as I don't think I could go through surgical route (which I think is under 10 weeks)