I have another post going, but I’m still looking for answers.
I have been ttc for 18 months and I started off tracking my cycles, but I stopped having periods (likely due to my weight) and it wasn’t showing I was ovulating, so I gave up tracking.
This cycle I just felt different, so I took a test on 04/12/24 and it was stark negative. I still felt off the next day so took a test with FMU on 05/12/24 and it was a faint BFP. My husband couldn’t see the line but I knew it was there. Husband advised to get a digital, so I did and I got pregnant 1-2 weeks. I started my progesterone immediately which I had been prescribed by the recurring miscarriage clinic.
Two days later on 07/12/24 I started bleeding red and I just assumed I was having a miscarriage as I had had 4 previous miscarriages so I knew what to expect. The bleeding stopped after about an hour so I was utterly confused. I vaguely recall someone saying progesterone pessaries can irritate the cervix so I switched to taking them rectally. Over the next couple of days my tests were still the same, not getting and lighter but not getting any darker. I also started bleeding dark brown and this hasn’t stopped since I had the first bleed on 07/12/24.
I called EPAC on 11/12/24 and was asked to go in for a BHCG test. She rang me in the afternoon with the results and said “unfortunately your levels are really low but we need to retest in 48 hours to see if your numbers are doubling” she obviously explained that my dates could be off, but with getting my first positive on 05/12/24 I would have expected the hcg to be much higher.
I went in A&E with sickness, dizziness and lower left side pain on 13/12/24 and they did a retest. The gynaecologist said the numbers were 112 so they had only increased by 55.5% and they are looking for anything 66% and up, so it wasn’t looking promising.
I had to go in again on 15/12/24 for a further 48hour retest and the results came back at 179 (+59%) again under the 66% increase. At this point they were even more concerned about it being an ectopic pregnancy, so I was sent to EPAC yesterday 16/12/24 for a scan. She explained before she even did the scan that there was very little chance of seeing anything as my hcg levels were so low. I knew this and I have been fully expecting a miscarriage from the start, I’ve had 4 previous miscarriages and I know how it goes.
The sonographer was lovely and explained everything she was seeing as she saw it. She explained I had ovulated from the right side, so she couldn’t explain the left sided pain I was experiencing. She said nothing could be seen within any ovaries/ fallopian tubes and then scanned my uterus. Within the uterus was a tiny pin sized sac, but she said no pregnancy sac could be seen. She explained that this sac was a sac of blood/fluid and that no pregnancy could be located so it was diagnosed as PUL/ pregnancy of unknown location.
I have to return again today for yet another blood test and at this point (as awful as it sounds) I’m just praying my hcg is coming down and resolving on its own. I am in complete limbo and I am being told different things by different people.
The EPAC nurse said with such low levels it would be very unlikely to be a viable pregnancy, which I fully expected, but then the gynaecologist I saw on 13/12/24 said it was still ok because my progesterone levels are really high, I didn’t want to tell her how to do her job but I am on progesterone pessaries.. of course my levels are going to be really high. It’s kind of an artificial reading 🤦🏽♀️
The gynaecologist also had a go at me for starting the progesterone without a scan because I could have caused the pregnancy to implant in the wrong place. My care plan says to take from the moment of my first positive so I was even more confused and now guilt ridden that I had potentially done this to myself.
I don’t know if anyone has experienced anything similar at all, I’m just utterly fed up and confused. I’ll outline a timeline below. Thanks for reading and any advice will be greatly appreciated x
04/12/24- Stark BFN
05/12/24- Faint BFP
06/12/24- Postive Digital 1-2 weeks
07/12/24- Light Red Bleed
08/12/24- Brown spotting started.
11/12/24- BHCG 72 Progesterone 104 nmol/l
13/12/24- BHCG 112 Progesterone 114 nmol/l
15/12/24- BHCG 179 Progesterone 115.3 nmol/
16/12/24- scan diagnosed PUL