I can't seem to stop crying today

[BabiesEverywhere]

I feel ill, so have been up most of the night. My DD is also ill, she slept better.

I have to talk to my parents about looking after my DD without smacking.

Our landline has been cut off, both BT and Virgin blame the other. I hung up in tears in the end

Struggling to sort out blood tests at the hospital for the antibodies in my blood.

A midwife rang me about staying at the local hosptial but I want to transfer to another area. They are not listening to me.

I want to sleep and have a working phone line, why do I feel so sad today

Sadly, I made my DH deal with the phone I know it is not very PC to call on my husband, but he is a sweetie and understood.

I was feeling better yesterday, but spent another hour wailing today. As the community midwives I hoped would be doing a home birth for me. Said she wouldn't recommend (read in support) me in a homebirth because of my past experiences. i.e. Crap birth last time, must equal crap birth this time.

I was so cross and upset at the same time. Of course I couldn't say anything negative to the midwife...catch more flies with honey after all.

So in floods of tears I called the lady who might (crossed fingers) be my doula and she calmed me down and repointed me in more positive direction.

I am so not fun at the moment, well if you mention labour, hospitals or phones...any other topic should be safe enough.

to cheer you up even more!
xxx

Thanks your post made me smile.