hi i've had 3 mc over the past few years and i recently suspected a pregnancy test came out negative (never had a positive pee test ever and i have 2 grown kids by the way) but had all the symptoms and my period was a week late and when it did came it wasn't like usual it looked more like spotting rather then bleeding and lasted 5 days. Next period again late but this time it was small clots that looked like it had mucus in here and there and it lasted 5 days also. During this crazy time my stomach got bigger but then this last one happened and now it looks like there was never a pregnancy. i am to scared to go to the clinic don't wanna hear another "you lost the baby" it kills me everytime. Now i had my period again but no clots no blood just dark brown spotting and a little dark red here and there. Now im not so sure if i had a mc again or is the baby still there im scared of both now. Im scared to be pregnant and have another mc and im also scared to hear i did have one again. Any advise please