Please help, kalms lavender during breastfeeding?

[TensmumT]

Posting here for traffic, slightly desperate
I'm 4 months pp and ebf, few things happened lately which were/are stressful, namely a vandal damaged our property, had to deal with police etc, I've got deadlines to meet, and I've been staying indoors way too much. I feel I need to take kalms lavender, worked a treat in the past. Any experiences?

I have no personal experience using it whilst breastfeeding but it's not recommended on their website.

I do remember going for a massage whilst breastfeeding and the masseuse saying she would leave out the lavender oil as it can affect the taste/transfer to the milk (can't remember her exact words). Hopefully someone else will be along that has first hand experience.

@CanofCant thank you! It's not overwhelming anxiety, but it's definitely there and it's bugging me. I'm thinking these tablets can't be as strong as some prescription ones some mums take?