I have posted before I haven't had a straight forward pregnancy’s but who has !, I’m trying not to feel sorry for myself but I’m just done now , I’m just over 36 weeks pregnant since 12 weeks i have told mid wife’s high risk doctors about a pain in my stomach they though it was just scar tissue inside from previous c section I have came in every week 2/3 times away for movement scans since 24 weeks because baby wasn’t moving below a certain point , really up till this point hospital have been great and I took there word for it on the scar tissue until last week , right above my scar outside on my stomach I got like a sack forming , I showed midwife who was doing my movement monitor that day and she said it was nothing to worry about , fast forward to today I had a movement monitor a sizing scan and high risk doctor appointment the midwife who done the movement monitor saw the pouch and asked why I hadn’t got it checked by a doctor I told her last midwife said it was fine ... so high risk doctor had a look and is worried she though it was my bowel poking threw my stomach , they send me for I really sore scan thankfully it’s not my bowel but they have found a large pouch of liquid formed right B-side my bladder they are concerned that it’s a large blood vessel or even that my scar inside is compromised I am getting kept in and got an mri in the morning they have said this is safer for baby that a ct scan but if they can’t get what they need from mri they will do ct scan too they have got me on steroids because there’s a huge chance baby’s coming out this week , I feel scared and alone if you have seen any of my previous posts you will know I suffer highly from ptsd after my mum dying in my arms in this very hospital while I was 32 weeks pregnant with my first , the mid wife’s have been great and caring I have my own mental health midwife and I struggle to explain how I’m feeling to anyone medical in person I’m just laying here shaking covering my mouth trying not to let out the biggest cry
Sorry for going on I’m just lost