@lolateddy congratulations! Such awesome news for you :-)
This is going to be so hard for you to do, but please try not to worry.
My last pregnancy (ended in MC) I knew immediately after implantation because I felt like I'd been hit by a truck! I had ALL the symptoms after that.
This time around, I have felt barely anything throughout my entire pregnancy! The first trimester, other than a bit of tiredness, I would have had no idea I was pregnant had I not had a BFP and no period. It is perfectly normal to not have all the symptoms you read other women have. It's also perfectly normal for your pregnancies to differ greatly.
The second trimester, I was full-of beans and still not having tonnes of symptoms. The biggest things for me were (are) heartburn and crying at nothing 😂
You are going to feel terribly anxious this entire pregnancy. My advice to you, lean into it and allow yourself to feel what you're feeling. As long as you're not bleeding, you're still pregnant and everything is ok. Even if you have to take it day-by-day.
One thing that helped me, was breaking it down into chunks: 8-weeks heartbeat, 12-weeks scan, 20-weeks scan, 28-weeks kicks, etc.
Trust your body, trust your instincts, but try not to compare this pregnancy with past experiences or other people's pregnancies -- honestly you'll drive yourself bonkers :-)