Like the title says, I did a test this morning and the digital reading said pregnant. This is my second one and to be honest I am still in two minds as to whether I'm happy or not. I know this sounds terrible considering there are women out there trying....I do apologise if I sound ungrateful, i don't mean to, but I can't help how I feel.
To top things off, DH is away at the mo and isn't back until next friday. I don't want to tell him over the phone and therfore can't talk to him about it.
We have discussed having a second several times and I have always been 50/50 about it.
Even with my first I was never 100% sure.
I have so many emotions and feelings at the mo. Excited, scared, worried, happy, not happy etc... My dd is going through the terrible twos at the mo and so there have been times today when I have thought "why am I doing this again?"
Can some one please chat to me as I can't tell any one in "real life" until I tell dh.