as most of you know i've had several miscarriages and a ruptured ectopic pregnancy since ds was born, well i'm 4w4d pg again and terrified. every twinge i get sends me into a panic. ive had no low backache but backache just below my shoulderblades. no stomach cramps but my ms has died right down and its reached the point now where im worried about going out in case something happens and im not at home. ive got 36w to go (hopefully) and i cant stay like this!