Hello OP. I was on 20mg citalopram and cut it down to 10mg whilst TTC.
Once I got pregnant I then rapidly reduced my dose (ie. taking a 10mg tablet every other day for a week, and then every 3 days for a week and a half, and then nothing) so I was completely off them by the time I was 6 weeks pregnant.
I have to be honest: the boat really rocked for me when I cut the dose from 20mg to 10mg. My OCD symptoms returned, as did my dark thoughts about self harm.
This happened again when I reduced the dose to zero.
However for me, I would say this return of the bad symptoms lasted 2-3 weeks. I am now 10 weeks pregnant and feel pretty stable.
I have teary moments and have to really try hard to leave stressful situations with ds1 before I lose my cool. But I feel okay
Much better than I did a few weeks ago wen I reduced my dose.
I am gonna keep an eye on it though and would definitely consider going back on a low dose ssri if my depression and anxiety symptoms return again later in the pregnancy.
Have you talked about this with your GP? A good sympathetic one could advise and I felt it useful to know someone was watching out for me, in the early weeks before I came under the MW care iyswim?
Take care and do what feels right for you xx