Bit self indulgent this one sad, and it's not blooming fair!!!

[davidtennantsmistress]

Sorry to offload but need to share and dp's working, after last months positive I started bleeding about 4 days after af due was heavier than or all, and likewise s now all and any symptoms gone, took a good week, from when they started to slow down, anyhooo, sis in law is pg apparently now 2-3 wks, what's wrong with my body and why doesn't it like keeping babies?? I know this is indulgent and we were not even trying properly but I'm really broody this is my 4th mc of sorts, two at 8-10 wks 2 approx 5, my dn1 was born 2 weeks after I was due with my mmc at 10 weeks baby stopped growing at 8, so it's been a long battle to be able to keep a level head t times with him, I worry this one will be the same as quite literally my posts of a bfp were only about 3 weeks or so ago. :-(

I worry as well as I've got 2 boys I can only carry boys, what if every time it's a girl this will happen?

I know I should be leased to have two already as some cant even have 1, just v

Awww dear, I'm really sorry. I know where you're coming from as I've just lost one and it makes you feel like shit. Try and stay strong - you've carried babies to term before, no reason why you can't again.

Aww I'm sorry you're having such a bad time op [ sad]

I've no real advice but wanted to offer hand holding.

I imagine it must be so hard seeing others get pg and have babies when you have suffered a loss.

Don't feel guilty about how you feel it's perfectly normal.

May I ask if your losses have been after your sons or were some inbetween? Do you think it's worth seeing your GP?

I hope you manage to feel a bit better soon and have support around you xx

Thanks, I've had mmc mc, ds1 mmc ds2 mc.

I'm more worried as well with dn as I say, it took a lot for me to hold I'm and bond as an aunt etc etc as he was born2 weeks roughly after due date with my mmc between my boys. Dp says not to worry it will appen when it happens etc etc which I know it will do, likewise until we had all of this we weren't even sure but this has kind of brought it home, just feeling a bit of a failure as a woman ATM.

Ref seeing my gp tbh I started pre ds 1, and found it too intrusive, joke really considering other with ivf etc, so tbh I know deep down I won't put myself through that again, sorry for your losses as well.