Hi ladies. Getting over my embarassment and at mo I'm trying to turn everything in to a positive. I've been a bit hard myself lately as you may have seen my posts about PND now I think may be I can give myself a pat on the back for being braver than I give myself credit for so thank you for your comments about being gracious. Don't know how to do those smiley face things yet but would put one here if I knew how xxx