Oh NL I´m so sorry to hear about your dh´s/ your news. That really really sucks and please do come on here as and when necessary to scream/moan/rant and let it all out. Hoping your dh finds an even better new job really quickly.
BWI - great news about the weight gain! really pleased for you.
Pinions - no no NO! It´s not december yet, you CAN´T (waaaaaaaail!)
Am thoroughly peeved with dh. When he said about this trip to Madrid he went on and on about wanting N and I to go, we´d all have the whole time together, he´d just need to go and sound check about 8pm then later on go back for the gig but you know, the rest of the time we´d be together. Well today he was ranting about how he didn´t want to go because we´d barely get to be together cos he´d be caught up in band stuff and he´d rather be with us and I am like
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Waaaaaait a minute. WHAT??! I don´t want to go to Madrid with a 6 month old to be just left twiddling my thumbs while he Fs off with his band. If he thought it was going to be like that, why did he sell me on the idea of going?! I don´t want to go now and dont´t know what to do, the tickets are bought and paid for and we can´t get our money back but tbh I´m not sure if I care.
Then I thought, well maybe I could leave N with Mum and Dad (we´re going from 6am sat. to 6pm sun door to door) and go. Now IF I did this, maybe it would be a really great, fun weekend together, we could drink, we could hang out with friends, I could watch him play etc etc.
But I don´t think I could leave N I feel sad even thinking about not seeing him for 36 hours. Is that pathetic?
Oh I am SO PISSED OFF! selfish self absorbed wanker MALE! Wait. that´s an oxymoron, right?