Needing some help to re centre myself.

[davidtennantsmistress]

if anyone could help me out with some thoughts, at the minute I've been meditating a lot, but can't seem to centre myself properly.

I turned my back on my faith a few years ago, and have recently needed it more than ever, but worried that I won't find it again iycwim.

Bump for you hon, and a big {{{{Hug}}}} not seen you around much lately, come and find us on the march thread when you get chance Caddy is back!

Hey DTM, sorry you are feeling down. What was your faith before? Why did you turn away?

hi DTM - not sure if I've spoken to you ever but see you round the boards sometimes

by faith, do you mean christian faith? or something else?

What makes you think you won't find it? Do you want to? or do you want to find something new?

Sorry for all the questions - just trying to figure out what you mean by finding your centre etc...

will do.

hi astrophe, I was still finding it, tbh but was pagan.

basically my aunty died 5 years ago, & when she did I cursed everyone/everything around me, was a dark time. there was a lot going on and I walked away form it - wondering how if there was anything out there they/he/she could let it happen.

no I definatly want to/need to find it again, would like to raise DS pagan if poss.

by centred I mean balanced again - to have a clear head! lol. meditation used to always work.

Hmmm. Well, I am a Christian and am happy to answer any Q's you have from my POV.

I think the "why" happens from any faith basis; for me it was "why God" for you it's "why....." (sorry - not up on paganism..)

Do you believe the curses worked?

I have a distinct belief in the power of words and am wondering if you need to free the people you cursed.

I'm just wondering that if you lift the power over them, you will find that you are freed somehow too.... and ultimately able to balance/centre/feel your faith again

Ignore me if you think that's a load of bull, but its just my 2p worth

is there someone you have guidance with, another pagan? I don't think this is something you can necessarily do by yourself - getting meditation to work again I mean.

Do you have a group of people of similar ideas, a group of faith?

Being unhappy by yourself cursing everything doesn't sound a happy way to be. It is to do with causes and effect. Cursing yourself or others blocks or destroys your own happiness. You need to build up again, somehow. But you can.

sorry I meant you need to rebuild your happiness or good fortune again, which you can do (though I'm not sure how paganism works) Sorry for bibbling. x

Hallo, sounds to me like your energy centres have become misaligned in the past few years. Dark energy or misunderstood use of energy can have a cause and effect circumstance.

Clearing some of the past energies, while meditating could be a good place to start. Ask while you are meditating, try and "stare" at the unbalanced place, see if it will show itself and any messages.

Also make sure you are eating well and finding positive affirmations or high points to bring your emotions up can help loads.

Agree wholeheartedly aboput positive thinking - whatever faith one it

Take time to meditate on maybe 5 things you feel thankful for or feel positive about every day and increase this. Give thanks!
It really does work.