Spirituality

[blackandwhite2020]

Hey,
So... I honestly don't know if I have the words or questions. But I feel that I have no clear direction where I am going. My head is aaaaaall over the shop and reading up and things that I'm drawn to it looks like I'm going through a spiritual awakening, I'm just looking for some support and some guidance here.

I'm currently looking into reiki to do my first course, but I'm also being drawn to crystals, intuition strengthening and herbs/medicine and I really want to use all of it to help coach others.
This may sound far out for some, but I know there are those that this sounds tame. If anyone can give me some guidance, advice it'll be very much appreciated 🙏🏼

Your head is all over the place because your egoic identity doesn't want you to have a spiritual awakening.
The spiritual unconscious part of you does and it is that which is resonating.
So you're feeling the separation.
My initial advice would be to follow the resonance. However watch out for the ego, it will try and create another identity. Beware an egoic identity is unsustainable.

That makes sense for sure. Where do I go from here? What should I be reading? X

Anything by Mooji, Sadhguru, Adyashanti, Rupert Spira, Francis Lucille, Thich Nhat Hanh

P.S. Most of them have you tube video meditations and or teachings.