I am so
I really bloody loved that cat. Got him from a rescue centre and he was the sweetest, most affectionate cat I've ever known.
He had a few things wrong with him but a massive tumour in his stomach was killing him.
The vet said there was no hope.
Never had an animal euthanised until now.
I stayed with him till the end and he purred right until his last moment.
Feel so desolate now, and guilty too.
House doesn't seem like a home any more.