Hi All
I am ashamed to say that while ds is out for the count I have polished off a bottle of wine!!! I always thought I would be like Mary Poppins but instead I find myself stressed red faced and harrassed!!!! I find it so hard and give it everything but I always feel like it is not good enough!!!
He is 3 so maybe it is his age and dh is away alot at the moment but ds always seems unsatisfied... I was brought up that a mother does everything for their child and sacrifices everything but I believe this creates a selfish little brat and that it is important to have balance. I just find it hard achieving it!
I never feel like a natural or big myself up as a mum as some people I meet do. I worry all the time and take the responsibilty seriously hence not having another yet!
Anyone know what I mean?????