off to buy my nans 80th birthday card and pressies now, dropped ds2 off at nursery so have 4 hours to my self.
i found a lot os emails and things which dp thought he had deleted but i managed to retrieve and it turns out his affair had been going on for longer than he said, (its been going for 2 years so ds2 was 10 mths, i think)so i told him he had to go yesterday, but he came back after 9pm completley drunk. he had parked his car up the road and sat and drank a whole bottle of jack daniels that the boys got him for fathers day, so i let him sleep on the setee as he wasnt in no fit state to do anything. i set the alarm so he could get up for work and he left at 6.30am. he has to come back tonoght as im working the late shift so i need him to look after the boys, if i can trust him to do that.
the emails i found though were mainly her going on at him, saying he keeps letting her down by not staying with her and coming back to me and the boys, and threatening to tell me etc. she has been a complete bitch in the emails, i can see why he didnt want her near us, i dont know how we ended up like this!!
i emailed his at work a few home truths though and told him he didnt deserve to be the boys father and why did he keep going on about us getting married if he was carrying on all the time with her.
he has now closed down his facebook account and his email. tosser!!
but im quite happy otherwise, going out on razz friday night with a few girls from work so im quite looking forward to that