... because since my ds was born in october, i bet i have had no more than three weeks in total with him and his older sister being FULL of cold and having a horrid hacking barking cough. Consequently, i am boucing between dd waking up letting out these gutteral(?) wails and cries followed by 'muuummmmmeeeeeee' and then when settled, after a whhile ds wakes up barking and coughing and spluttering, leaving me petrified so i immediately bounce awake, then after checking ds is ok, try and get to sleep. till he needs a feed or dd wakes up again...... I'm soooooooo tired!!!!! and i've caught the blardy thing off dc's too! and dd is bouncing off walls during day and absolutely does not want a nap..... aaarrggghhhhh!!!!
then dh has been a miserable bugger so i had a blazing row with him this week, but felt a bit better for getting that off my chest, then dh toold me he is going out with work tonight on a leaving do, so i'll be only one dealing with the dc's, he doesn't get in til fater dcs have gone to bed during week, he's going to church tomorrow eve (we're catholic, he's not just wondering up there for no reason!) so i'll be getting them to bed by myself again tomorrow night, and they need a good bath because it'd ds's christening sunday so i'm going to have to bath, wash hair, give god scrub etc, and after tea and coffees dh is planning o go out for a drink... hey ho, guess that means i'm putting them to bed by myself agaiiin then...... gaaaahhhhhh!!!!!!