i was sat in a park and i couldnt stand up as i was looking after a child and a grown up(?)..dp was sat a few yeards away, he could only turn round and NOT stand up/move?, a man and woman with two dogs walked past on leads and my dd and her friend were palying a few fet away..as these people with dogs disapeared..a wall suddenly appeared and my dd dissapeared behind it..i was shouting to dp to get up as i couldnt move..but niether could he.......next thing i know im shouting and swearing(really bad language) at people to find my daughter..suddenly it seemed i was living the Madeliene Mccann dissapearence, but then kept flashing back to my dd...i was screaming and crying at everyone, swearing at them to shut up and do something to help, then isa w my friends dd who had been 'playing with my dd' when she had dissapeared and was shouting and crying.."ellie, were's XXX" "please tell me" and this little girl was looking at me coldly and blankly..a woamn started arguing with other people in the room who all seemed to be making phone calls and trying to get leads..then a police woman came in and said they'd found 'this' and threw down and evidence clear bag with a tongue in it..i was distraught then dp was sat next to me, plotting things on a map and i said it "Angel axil Blue"???????? and i woke up..dp said to me "whats angel axil blue"..id been talking crying and shouting in my sleep...i feel all shook up, but i know thats stupid, but it felt so real
i know theres no answer or help to that but wanted to get it out!