I went shopping yesterday for the first time since my pregnancy loss

[SparklyGothKat]

and every shop I went into, there was baby equiment and babies. I didn't stay long, got the kids some clothes from choice and then left

Oh SGK.
((( Hugs )))

thing is, I thought I was ok, but I'm not.

oh sorry to hear things are so hard SGK - babies will always be everywhere when you're not wanting them to be.

Have you got anyone to really speak to about this, or any contact with a counsellor?

{{HUGS}}

DH listened to me, when I came home, and gave me a big hug. I walked into choice and there was a bouncy chair for sale, never seen baby equiment in there before. Went into TKmaxx and there was lots of clothes right by the women's clothes. And even in the pricedrop shop there was baby stuff.

really feel for you

My niece was born a few weeks after my m/c and I just couldn't bring myself to buy any lttle clothes or toys - found it all too upsetting.

Glad your DH was supportive

Oh SGK, I'm sorry. I think things you never would have imagined to be upsetting do upset you, if that makes any sense. We were TTC and every AF I got after m/c sent me backwards for a day or two. And its always said, when you want to be pregnant all you ever see is pregnant women! It will get easier, I promise you. I do try and tell myself everything happens for a reason. I had an awful year last year but I can draw a positive from all that has occured. You might not now but in time I'm sure you will. Take care. xxx

Very sorry sparkly, such sad news.