i understand now how serious illness cuts you off from other people

[misdee]

i feel very lonely atm. over the past few years friends have drifted away as we havent been able to make time for them.

today i have 3 hours of care sorted, dd1 is off to a party. i dont have anywhere to go with dd2+3. just feeling so so sad about it.

Is the weather nice? Could you go out somewhere?

Any MNers in the region? (I'd pop over on the plane from Germany if I could )

Oh sweetheart. I am so sorry. I wish I could offer a constructive suggestion but I can at least offer sympathy.

looks like it may rain heavily swoon over this way. i am going to go to my parents house, and just relax. dd2+3 like to help with the gardening and feeding the fish.

because i havwe to drop dd1 off at a party i dont have enough time to get to the farm and back, or to see a film.