43 and desperate for a 2nd but husband says no...

[Nochok]

I really need advice how to stop pining for a 2nd child. At 38 years old I gave birth to a beautiful baby boy who is now 4yrs old.

My husband only wanted one and I was ok with that as I felt very lucky to have one, but now I long for another and I can't get it out of my head. I know my time is running out and I love my husband too much to let it come between us .

No advice, sorry, but just some empathy as I've been where you are and the 'pining' is emotionally exhausting.

Thank you yes it is ! I don't want to be ungrateful as i know I am very lucky to have my son... but I think I now know time is running out and the choice is nearly gone.
Ive just found out a friend is pregnant again and its made my hormones worse 😣