I've been with my partner for 10+ years. We have been renting for a while and with the help of family, we have been lucky enough to put a deposit on a house and get a mortgage.
The thing is, I am in my late 30s and feel time is not on my side regarding having a baby. ( Which I want)
I'm just really struggling with the thought of having a baby, trying to hold down a job and pay for a mortgage. The thought is so overwhelming. We have the help of his side of the family but they also all work. I just don't know how it will all work out!? We are not well off, we don't have savings and we have managed to get this mortgage but the skin of our teeth. My family live in london so I don't get to see them much. We don't drive also. I have so so many doubts, it's so exhausting. I would just any other views on my situation, any one going through the same or gone through similar?! It's all come at once in my life and I feel like I can't put the breaks on!