I'm a man in his 40s, and the idea that I might be in an abusive marriage feels ridiculous, but things are bad and its really getting to me. I don't know much about mumsnet, and if I'm welcome here, as a man. I have seen other discussions about this kind of thing on here, and thought I'd try. Obviously I'm new, so I don't really know all the acronyms and how things work here, so sorry if I misstep. Should I try elsewhere?